Debt: How do you feel about debt?
Sunday, June 7th, 2009Do you have any debt? If so, then how do you feel about it? When you think about your debt, how do you really feeeeeel?
It’s that feeling that’ll show you your current vibration.
Listen to your self talk
When you think about your debt, it’s very important to listen to your self-talk, to your thoughts. What exactly are you thinking about it? Are you thinking stuff like:
I am never going to get out of debt
I am always in debt
More money goes out than comes in
No matter what I do I am always in debt
Or are you totally indifferent to it?
How do you feel?
Now notice how you feel when you think about debt. Again, do you feel indifferent to it? Or do you actually have some negative feelings towards it?
People you hang around with
What kind of people are you hanging around with? What is their financial situation? Has it become normal for you and your friends to sit together and joke about who’s got more debt? Are they sympathizing with your debt? Has any of your friend declared bankruptcy?
My personal feelings towards my debt
As you know, I have not been vibrationally aligned with wealth. I had been in quite a debt already. Recently because of the Revenue Canada audit, looks like I’m going to be in much deeper debt than before.
I was starting to feel ok towards it all. It’s part of my life and I would eventually pay it all off. No worries! My vibration was changing from being in debt to being prosperous.
Totally I met an old friend of mine after a little while. He asked me about my debt situation. So, I told him my whole story of the audit and how I might be in deeper debt than ever before and so on. So, he sympathized with me. Me knowing all that I know about law of attraction, I still kept going more in details because of his sympathies to my story.
We joked about other things after a while and it was all fine until I left. While I was driving home I realized that I was feeling really bad. I used to get this being out of breath feeling, like someone was strangling me, whenever I used to think about lack of money and my debt. I hadn’t gotten that feeling for a long time but it returned today.
I stepped outside my body and sort of looked at me with interest, sort of like an observer to see what was going on. Basically, more I got into details of going in debt and talks about bankruptcy and so on, worse I was feeling underneath!
I didn’t do anything to really change my feeling because I wanted to come home and write about it.
But really, what am I going to do about all this debt? Hmm… something to think about. Something to actually not think of!
Gotta change my vibration! Change my focus!